Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Im so very very sorrry

Im sorry that ive been gone for so long. Ive explained what happend on my youtube channel but I guess I could do it again. About 4 weeks ago my grandmother passed away with whom I was very close to.. Were not sure how she died but all the sudden on a sunday at about 8 am she woke up and said her chest and stomach was burning.. I kept begging her to let me call the ambulance but she wouldnt let me untill about 20 minutes later. When the ambulance got there she started to look like she was falling asleep with her breathing treatment then the ambulance took her up to the truck and droped her twice during that time she turned purple and she turned cold. That day I lost my grandma the only one who never judged me and never would ever abandon me I loved her so much that it kills me to talk about her but ive been trying to carry on like she would want me to do. Its just hard knowing that when i walk into the living room she wont be there...... when i get home from school she cant say "how was your day swetie"
i miss her alot.... but yeah thats what happend